akoo betol2 dlm dilema, tak tau ape yg nak difikirkan... ape saje yg akoo buat, ade jer yg tak kena... nape niat baik akoo selalu disalahanggap... salah ke mengambil berat terhadap seseorang... bila akoo terlalu memikirkan perkara nih, akoo jadik letih... langsung tak bermaya sebab akoo tak dpt nak carik kat mana punca silap akoo... mulanye akoo nak salahkan die sebab tak berterus terang... akhirnye akoo disalahkan balik sebab tak memahami... tak tau laa ape nak jadik lepas nih, tak tau samada perkara masih akan berjalan baik seperti biasa... akoo benci membuat andaian, tapi dlm kepala akoo masih timbul mcm2 andaian... ape yg berlaku langsung tak membantu akoo, die... langsung tak membantu akoo... mungkin akoo kena ubah sikap akoo yg "pentingkan diri sendiri" nih... mungkin keutamaan akoo skang perlu dilebihkan pada die... tapi akoo masih tak tau nak buat camne... kalau sebelum nih akoo dipersalahkan sebab mengambil berat, mungkin lepas nih akoo patut tak mempedulikan die lagi... kedua2nye pun tetap buat hati akoo sakit... disaat akoo perlukan seseorang utk mengadu, akoo masih ade kawan2 lain yg memahami... maria kata akoo patut buat tak tau jer, biarkan jer... org yg tak menghargai usaha akoo, tak menghargai akoo... tapi kalau akoo buat tak tau, sampai bila mende nih akan berterusan... lambat laun, salah sorang kena beralah... kalau salah sorang masih sayangkan ape yg terbina, seseorang perlu lakukan sesuatu... dan die kata, akoo tak pernah nak mulakan dulu...

harapan akoo, lepas nih takkan berlaku pape yg menyakitkan mana2 pihak lagi... akoo akan lebih bersikap "lepas tangan", neglecting what i dear most... for my dearest sake... if things still wont goin the right direction, i cant be bother anymore... maybe it shouldnt meant to be in the 1st place and all that happened was only the sweetest dream i've ever dreamt.. my last hope, let me understand u... as im opening myself to be understood... let it be both ways, as it would be fair for both of us... it hurts when u think i ignored u, and it hurts so much when u took it for granted... i need to be convinced, having u by my side... i need to know, the feelings still there... and by all means, i need u needing me... zutto~