what makes me happy? think about it. would you argue with a person you dont care about? if they're annoying, you would probably just ignore them. it's because you both treasure one another that you argued. when you argue, you learn more about each other... and your hearts will become closer. arguing is not the problem, the important thing is... that you make up with the person quickly. to keep arguing is meaningless, right? to have this feeling, is my responsibility. i cant discern her thoughts. that's why... i just have to rely on my own thoughts, and use them well. what do i like about who i like? "what"? what i like about her is... well, for one thing, walking together. mine's pace a little faster. she would grab by my arms, not letting go. sometimes she would run away and hide, and i'd find her. we would stop, take a bite of bread off my hand. go to the same place together. i like these things... when she is simply by my side, i need nothing else. she gives me a fleeting smile, and im happy with it... and i wish it would last forever. i'd really like to stretch out my hands and touch her soft face. i would embrace her tightly... and kiss her softly. *sigh* am i imagining too much? that's right! why was i rushing all of this? stop deciding what will happen and what wont. i'll go at my own beat... i am who i am! i dont show any respect for her if i rush things. i still have my own thoughts, and my own path to walk. so... what makes me happy... when i come home, there will be somebody to welcome me... who i can talk with about the day's events... who i share my fears and anxieties with... and she'll tell me how she feels, whether she's happy or sad. to me... that'd be like a miracle... to me... she... really is... beautiful...