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Monday, December 22, 2008
Selamat Pengantin Baru

Jangan nakalē, be a good wife... take care..


Tahpape entry on 07:42 am as stated by dr. ary
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Wednesday, September 27, 2006
like the first time we met...


Tahpape entry on 12:02 pm as stated by dr. ary
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Monday, September 04, 2006
scarlet...

perasaan akoo agak baik kebelakangan nih... tade kebimbangan,
tade pape mende yg merisaukan... akoo suka perasaan mcm
nih... perasaan yg akoo buleh kongsi dgn org yg sentiasa
disisi... lagi 4 bulan nak masuk tahun baru... mcm biasa,
akoo rasa cepat lak masa berlalu... tapi sebenarnye dlm
tahun nih, mcm2 dah berlaku... bila ingat satu persatu,
tetiba akoo terfikir... mungkin ade lagi yg akoo
belum buat setakat nih?

akoo teringin nak jadik tukang masak... sebab akoo nih
terer masak.. *tipoo!* emm.. setakat nih, akoo terer
masak mee kari.. mee laksa... mee tomyam... panaskan
lauk... susah ke nak percaya yg org laki mcm akoo terer
masak...? alerr.. kalau takat korang pompuan yg selalu pi dapor
dikatakan pandai memasak, tak semestinye laki yg jarang nih
tak reti... *saje nak dengki kat pompuan.. :p* tapi percaya laa...
akoo memang terer masak... sape nak rasa masakan akoo, vote
laa akoo jadik tukang masak.. emmphh!! *genggam tgn*

akoo pun teringin nak jadik penyanyi... sebab suara akoo besh
giler.. *tipoo!* ade org kata, vocal akoo nih terbaik...
*tak tipoo!* tapi kadang2 akoo pelik gak, bila akoo start
nyanyi nape korang suh akoo stop...? cuma ade beberapa
org yg kata suara akoo tak shedapp.. alerr, jeles laa tu..
blekk.... tak caye jom laa karaoke!! peliknye, ade jugak yg
pernah kuar air mata suh akoo stop nyanyi... *betol!*
begitu laa terharunye die terhadap suara akoo...
hoaaiihhh... memang sukar nak percaya suara akoo
begitu beshh... tapi... sejujurnye... akoo tak minat pun
jadik penyanyi, buang masa jer... huh!

akoo suka ckp merepek... bila akoo ckp pape yg tak
masuk akal, ade org akan kata akoo merepek...
walaupun time tu akoo betol2 serius...! jadi, cara utk
akoo buktikan ckp merepek akoo tu.... akoo buat
laa ape yg akoo merepek... akhirnye.. org ckp... akoo
nih suka buat mende merepek... ckp salah, buat salah!

lagi satu, akoo suka kena marah... kadang2 akoo cuba buat
org marah utk org tu marah akoo... akoo suka dgr suara2
yg tgh marah... intonasi, dengung, pitching... setiap org
berbeza... akoo tak bape nak pandai marah... kalau akoo
marah, mesti tak jadi... akoo lagi suka gelak2 dari marah...
sebab tu laa, suara marah buat akoo seronok...

hoaaiihh.. akoo tatau nak tulis pe sebenarnye nih...
maaf merepek... *muka merah*

akoo suka berahsia? akoo dah pening nak tulis psl rahsia...
inilah diri akoo, tak pandai nak bercerita mende yg akoo
tanak citer... adakah seseorang mempunyai hak utk tau
rahsia org lain? berapekah tahap keistimewaan seseorang
tu utk diberi hak mengetahui ape yg org lain pendam? akoo
tade rahsia... sebab akoo tade org utk akoo rahsiakan
rahsia akoo... tak minat nak citer kat org yg sekadar nak
tau... rahsia akoo bg org luar, cuma hal yg tak penting...

bulan lepas merupakan bulan yg seronok utk akoo...
banyak mende yg jadi, akoo pun asik senyum setiap hari...
tiap kali kuar, akoo blaja mende baru... ade jer yg akoo
nak tanya mende yg akoo tak tau... walaupun kadang2 tak
paham, akoo buat2 jer paham... sebab ape yg akoo tanya,
bukan laa point utama... cuma sekadar nak dgr, org tu
bersuara... owhh, pada akhir bulan lak akoo dpt berita
gembira... dan akoo excited nak citer pada yg amik kisah, jadi...
org pertama yg tanya psl nih, die laa akoo akan bgtau... kalau
ade yg tanya, akoo tak jawab tu... maknanye, ade org lain
dah tanya dulu...

nampaknye akoo kena segera mula balik ape yg akoo dah berenti...
agak penting utk akoo mula dari skang, tade laa susahkan akoo bila
dah sampai tempoh tu... sebab akoo betol2 nak sampai ke tempoh
tu... tempoh yg akoo tunggu2... lagipun, lambat laun mende nih
pasti akan timbul... dan akoo tamo teragak2...

owhh... dah tulis sampai kat kaki lak...
akoo tamatkan dulu entry perasaan bercelaru akoo
nih... jumpa lagi di entry akan dtg... hohoho!!

emm... mengenai tade mende yg merisaukan
tu... akoo tipoo... sebenarnye... ade satu
perkara yg masih merisaukan akoo...


Tahpape entry on 04:16 pm as stated by dr. ary
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Wednesday, August 30, 2006
akoo, die dan lolipop...

*duduk bersandar kat dinding*

hoaiihh.. hari yg bosan... akoo tanak amik ujian kemasukan hari nih, tapi... emm, malah langit pun nampak gelap... sejak akhir2 nih tade mende yg buleh dibuat melainkan bertungkus lumus study demi ujian kemasukan tu... runsing betol.. kan bagus kalau ade sesuatu yg menarik berlaku...

akoo : emm...? *mendongak ke atas* ?!

die : hi, awak sibuk tak?

dan pada hari tu, ia pun berlaku...

akoo : eh? [siapa die nih? chomelnye...]

die : kalau awak tak sibuk, jom kite jenjalan...

akoo : saye... nak pegi... ujian kemasukan hari nih...

die : tipu! tgk muka awak pun saye dah tau awak tanak pegi! jom! kadang2 pun kena rehatkan kepala tu..

akoo : ok [nape die nih? ajak akoo pulak?]

........ akoo nih bodoh ke? buat pe akoo ikut die senang2 jerr... ntah2 nih satu helah jualan langsung kot... lepas nih mesti akoo kena paksa utk beli ntah ape barang dari die... takkan laa pompuan chomel mcm tu berminat kat akoo...

die : cepatlah! lambatnye awak jalan! *tarik tangan akoo*

akoo : aaa ok.. *muka merah* [sudah laa... tak payah fikir lagi... bahagianyee]

restoran makanan segera...

akoo : mcm mana awak tau?

die : hehe.. sebab... saye ade naluri ke-6!

akoo : naluri ke-6? awak bergurau ehh?

die : awak... tak suka makan timun kan? betol tak?

akoo : timun nih... bukan saye tak... emm... awak cuma main teka jer kan... haa, kalau camtu... ape nama saye? kalau awak dpt teka dgn betol, saye percaya ckp awak...

die : *terdiam* ....

"A.R.Y... ARY!!"

akoo : aaaaaaaa?! *terkejut* mcm.. mana awak tau?

die : heheh.. kan saye dah ckp, saye ade naluri ke-6...

akoo : BETOL KE??

die : rantai kunci awak... kat beg tu... saye tgk kat situ...

akoo : hoaaiihhh... takut saye... [hampir2 akoo ingat die nih ade kuasa luar biasa]

tapi pompuan nih betol2 memeranjatkan... ape maksud die buat semua nih... iskk...

akoo : ape nama awak?

die : SITI NURHALIZA! tapi awak buleh panggil saye Siti!!

akoo : [heh.. memain lak] ......... kenape... awak ajak saye jenjalan? *degup degup*

die : ehh? emm... sebab saye suka kat awak...

akoo : awak... suka saye? *degup degup* tapi kite baru jer jumpa...

die : jadi? lagipun naluri ke-6 saye yg ckp camtu...

akoo : *tersengih* [peliknyee die nih]

die : *pegang tangan akoo* kenyang!! jom kite pegi tempat lain lak!

akoo : [aaaa... lupakan jer laa.. tanak tanya lagi... chomelnyee] emmphh...

shoping kompleks...

akoo : emm.. siti... *gugup* kan sini... bahagian pakaian dalam...?

die : saye nak beli seluar dalam baru... mana satu awak suka?

akoo : [aaaaaaaaaaa] awak tanya saye.... yg mana... saye... suka...?

mereka2 yg lain, jgn laa pandang camtu... tak selesa betol...

die : tgk nih, ade kepak kecik kat belakang seluar dalam nih... cute kan? ape pendapat awak?

akoo : [tanya pendapat akoo? aaaaaaaaaaaa...] *geleng2 pale* cantik...

die : owhh... tima kasih sebab bayarkan...

akoo : ehh?

"RM120... terima kasih... sila datang lagi..."

akoo : [elaun akoo utk sebulan] owhhh...

die : ary...

akoo : *degup* emm!! nape?

die : saye rasa nak pegi bersenam laa...

akoo : owhh?

pusat boling...

akoo : hohoho... saye memang pakar dikalangan kawan2 saye... tgk laa...

longkang...

die : yay!! strikes!!

akoo : saye cuma bagi peluang kat awak tadi... lepas nih saye lebih serius.. tgk laa... [emmphh.. balingan curve!!]

longkang...

die : strikes kali ke-3!!! ary, org panggil ape kalau dpt 3 kali strike?

akoo : [owhh tuhan... KAU pertemukan pompuan yg chomel dan malukan akoo dlm satu hari..] hoaiihh!! satu lagi!!

die : jom laa.. tak kisah...

pelik... hari nih... akoo betol2 hepi... lama betol tak keluar mcm nih... lama betol tak berseronok mcm nih...

longkang...!!

tak... bukan itu... akoo hepi... sebab die... akoo rasa betol2 hepi bila bersama die...

die : longkang lagi? betol ke awak pakar dikalangan kawan2 awak?

akoo : [aaaaaaaaaaaa] permainan belum tamat!!

die : nak bertaruh?

akoo : tanakkkkkkkkkk!!!

hari dah lewat... kami dlm perjalanan pulang...

die : ary... saye berpeluh... saye nak mandi...

akoo : ehh? *degup degup* [nak pegi mana? nak carik hotel ke?]

bukan kat hotel... rumah akoo...

akoo : saye tinggalkan tuala kat sini yeh...

die : tima kasih...

kenapa kite ke rumah akoo...

akoo : *geleng2 pale* [aaaaaaaaaaa... mengelamun bukan2 lagi...]

kakak : *muncul secara tiba2* wei!! nape baru skang nak balik?

akoo : erkkk!! *terkejut*

kakak : nape ade bunyi mcm org tgh mandi kat dlm?

akoo : *degup! degup!* mana de!! akak dgr mende lain kot!! *degup!!* ehh... akak patut tido awal.. pegi laa.. pegi laa..

kakak : tapi... akak haus...

akoo : *menolak kakak ke bilik* saye hantar air kat bilik akak nanti... pegi laa tido... masuk bilik...

kakak : owhh... jarangnye kamu begitu baik... ade pape ke yg berlaku?

akoo : tade!! takkan laaa..!!

fuhh... hampir2... kena hati2 supaya org lain tak nampak... *balik ke bilik* ape lak diorang akan fikir bila ade sorang pompuan chomel mandi dlm bilik akoo... ehh...

akoo : [die dah hilang?]

die : hampir2 kann... hehe...

akoo : *pandang ke tepi katil* awak buat saye terkejut tetiba jer hilang... ehh? tu...?

die : owhh.. saye pakai baju awak dulu... baju saye basah dgn peluh... *pegi kat sebuah rak buku* buku tahunan awak... jom baca sama2...

akoo : awak... mcm dah biasa dgn bilik saye...

die : saye dah kata.. saye ade naluri ke-6...

atas katil akoo...

die : eii!!

akoo : *terkejut dari lamunan* aaa?

die : awak tak dgr ke ape saye tanya? hmmphh.. saye tanya, kalau diberi peluang kembali ke masa lampau.. awak nak balik ke tahun bape?

akoo : owhh... dlm hal nih...emm.. asal tak payah fikir psl tanggungjawab dan ujian kemasukan... mana2 tahun pun tak kisah...

die : awak nih... betol2 tade impian...

akoo : kalau awak pulak... awak nak balik ke tahun bila?

die : sekolah rendah!

akoo : owhh.. cepatnye jawab... nape tahun tu?

die : sebab.. masih ade perkara yg belum selesai...

akoo : ape tu?

die : RAH... SI... A... *blekk*

....... siapa agaknye die nih? seluruh hari nih memang pelik sgt...

die : ok!! masa utk saye balik umah!!

akoo : ehh.. awak nak balik?

die : mestilaaa!! *tolak akoo* jgn pandang, saye nak salin balik pakaian...

akoo : owhh.. maaf... *degup degup*

suasana jadi sunyi seketika... kalau diamati betol2, buleh dgr degupan jantung akoo... berhampiran dgn seorang pompuan... yg begitu misteri... dan...

die : *memelok akoo dari belakang... kisu lembut dipipi...*

akoo : ..... *degup! degup! degup!*

die : *senyum* tima kasih ary... ape yg saye nak buat sebelum nih, saye dah lakukan...

akoo : [ape maksud die?] tunggu!! buleh kite jumpa lagi? hari nih.. saye seronok sgt bila bersama awak... sebab tu laa... saye ingin sgt... berjumpa.. dgn awak lagi...

die : *diam* ........ kite akan berjumpa lagi... saye janji... *mengeluarkan sesuatu dari poket* nih utk awak...

akoo : ape nih? lolipop?

die : bye ary...

dan sejenak itu.. die pergi... hilang mcm tu jer... yg tinggal utk akoo dari die, cuma lolipop... ape maksud semua nih? die suka kat akoo? atau tak suka? akoo tade nombor die... emel pun tade... begitu jugak alamat umah die... bagaimana akoo dpt jumpa die lagi?

keesokkan hari...

akoo : [jadi... akoo cuma perlu tunggu kat tempat yg sama akoo berjumpa die... cuma nih jer caranye pun..]

akoo akan terus menunggu... sampai akoo bertemu dgn die lagi!! tak kira bape lama masa akan diambil!!

akoo : .............

hari nih dah masuk hari ke-7... mungkin... memang mustahil utk akoo jumpa die lagi...

akoo : *keluarkan sesuatu dari poket* [lolipop nih... ape nih... buat ape akoo nak lolipop pulak..]

buat ape akoo nak lolipop...

akoo : [ehh? sekejap... kejadian nih... mcm pernah berlaku...]

betol laa... dulu, masa kat sekolah rendah... seseorang meminta utk berjumpa dgn akoo selepas waktu sekolah... seorang pompuan...

sekolah rendah...

akoo : awak nak ckp pe?

die : .........

akoo : saye nak pegi kelab persatuan lepas nih...

die : ...........

lalat2 : *bising!* woo... bercinta ke... cepatlaa cium die...

akoo : *muka merah* diamlahh!!

die : tunggu.... saye...

akoo : saye kena pegi dulu... *keluarkan sesuatu dari poket* nahhh... utk awak... byee...

die : kenape saye nak lolipop pulak?!!

tersedar...

pompuan yg ajak akoo berjumpa masa tu... nama die... owhh... akoo dah ingat skang... die...

die : *muncul secara tiba2* haa, akhirnye awak dah ingat sape saye...

akoo : awak...? awak ialah....

die : yup

akoo : maafkan saye... saye betol2 tak ingat awak sebelum nih... tapi saye teringin nak jumpa awak lagi... jadi... jadi... saye terus tunggu awak kat sini...

die : emm... saye pun.. rindukan awak...

akoo : *teringat* owhh... awak pernah ckp... ade sesuatu perkara yg belum selesai masa sekolah rendah dulu... takkan laa...

die : ary... SAYE SGT SUKAKAN AWAK... *muka merah* emm... akhirnye saye ckp jugak...

akoo : *degup! degup!*

die : awak dah tunggu saye seminggu kat sini... saye takut jugak kalau2 awak tak muncul hari nih...

akoo : ehh... mcm mana awak tau saye kat sini seminggu?

die : naluri ke-6...

akoo : ha?

die : sebab saye biasa lalu kawasan nih tiap kali nak balik umah... dan saye nampak awak menunggu kat sini...

akoo : aaaa... kejamnye awak... nape tak carik saye lebih awal?

die : sebab ianye mesti pada hari nih...

akoo : eh?

die : sebab... hari nih... HARI JADI AWAK...

akoo : ........ [hoaiihh... lupa pulak...] saye seronok dpt jumpa awak hari nih...

die : *keluarkan sesuatu dari beg* nahh... nih utk awak...

akoo : awak... tahpape... [hikkk...]

ia adalah lolipop yg dibentuk seperti sejambak bunga...


Tahpape entry on 08:24 pm as stated by dr. ary
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Thursday, July 27, 2006
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mlm semalam, mak akoo bercerita... die terjumpa kawan die yg dah bertahun2 tak jumpa, kawan yg mak akoo kenal masa akoo kecik lagi... masa umur 3 tahun...

mak akoo kata, kawan die tu tanya psl akoo.. die kem salam... ehhh? mana laa akoo kenal... mak akoo pun ckp gak, mana la akoo nih leh ingat masa akoo kecik... pastu mak akoo pun citer psl dulu2....

kisahnye bermula masa ayah akoo buat opening utk satu kelab... die seorang pemain piano... ade laa artis jemputan, the blues gang... yg ade ito nyanyi lagu t'ganu tu... akoo lak ade jer kat situ, dgn mak akoo... bila ayah akoo abishh perform, akoo naik atas pentas... pastu akoo ketok2 drum yg ade kat situ... jgn tanya nape akoo buat cengitu, umur akoo 3 tahun... Hurmph

mak akoo kata akoo taleh dok diam, nak jer kaco ape yg ade atas pentas... buleh kata perangai akoo tu amik perhatian kengkawan mak akoo... dari situ laa diorang ingat akoo kot... mak akoo ade ckp gak, muka akoo ade masuk dlm majalah URTV tahun tu... emm, umur akoo 3 tahun... maknanye majalah tu tahun 1984 laa kan... jadi kalau sape2 yg ade koleksi majalah tahun tu, carik laa sendiri... sebab gambar dlm simpanan mak akoo tatau letak mana...


sebenarnye banyak citer masa akoo umur 3 tahun yg mak akoo dah citer... termasuk laa hal akoo buang anak kucing dlm mangkuk tandas, pastu flush... lagi sekali, jgn tanya nape akoo buat cengitu... akoo 3 tahun!! skang nih akoo tade pape masalah dgn kucing... suka jerr... walaupun selalu gado ngan cemong... hoaiihh...

bila akoo dah masuk 4 tahun, akoo ade kucing... nama die cik putih... emm, sebab die kaler putih... camne akoo terpisah ngan cik putih pun akoo dah lupa... skang nih dah ade cemong, die kaler oren... panggil cemong sebab nama tu lebih komersil... cemong tu bila nampak akoo jenjalan, die akan pelan2 dtg dekat... pastu bila akoo cepatkan langkah, die terus kejar... pastu geget hujung seluar akoo, tanak lepas... cemong giler...

daa laa.. tanak citer lagi... hohohoho...


Tahpape entry on 03:35 pm as stated by dr. ary
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Thursday, July 20, 2006
beautiful...

what makes me happy?

think about it. would you argue with a person you dont care about? if
they're annoying, you would probably just ignore them. it's because
you both treasure one another that you argued. when you argue, you
learn more about each other... and your hearts will become closer.

arguing is not the problem, the important thing is... that you make
up with the person quickly. to keep arguing is meaningless, right?

to have this feeling, is my responsibility. i cant discern her
thoughts. that's why... i just have to rely on my own thoughts,
and use them well.

what do i like about who i like? "what"? what i like about her is...

well, for one thing, walking together. mine's pace a little faster. she would grab by
my arms, not letting go. sometimes she would run away and hide, and i'd find her.
we would stop, take a bite of bread off my hand. go to the same place together.

i like these things... when she is simply by my side, i need nothing else. she gives
me a fleeting smile, and im happy with it... and i wish it would last forever.

i'd really like to stretch out my hands and touch her soft face. i would
embrace her tightly... and kiss her softly. *sigh* am i imagining too much?

that's right! why was i rushing all of this? stop deciding what will happen
and what wont. i'll go at my own beat... i am who i am!

i dont show any respect for her if i rush things. i still have my own
thoughts, and my own path to walk.

so...
what makes me happy...

when i come home, there
will be somebody to
welcome me...

who i can talk with about the
day's events...

who i share my fears and anxieties with...
and she'll tell me how she feels, whether
she's happy or sad.

to me... that'd be like a miracle...
to me... she... really is... beautiful...


Tahpape entry on 05:09 pm as stated by dr. ary
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Wednesday, July 12, 2006
the dilemma i had...

akoo betol2 dlm dilema, tak tau ape yg nak difikirkan... ape saje yg akoo buat, ade jer yg tak kena... nape niat baik akoo selalu disalahanggap... salah ke mengambil berat terhadap seseorang...

bila akoo terlalu memikirkan perkara nih, akoo jadik letih... langsung tak bermaya sebab akoo tak dpt nak carik kat mana punca silap akoo... mulanye akoo nak salahkan die sebab tak berterus terang... akhirnye akoo disalahkan balik sebab tak memahami...

tak tau laa ape nak jadik lepas nih, tak tau samada perkara masih akan berjalan baik seperti biasa... akoo benci membuat andaian, tapi dlm kepala akoo masih timbul mcm2 andaian... ape yg berlaku langsung tak membantu akoo, die... langsung tak membantu akoo...

mungkin akoo kena ubah sikap akoo yg "pentingkan diri sendiri" nih... mungkin keutamaan akoo skang perlu dilebihkan pada die... tapi akoo masih tak tau nak buat camne... kalau sebelum nih akoo dipersalahkan sebab mengambil berat, mungkin lepas nih akoo patut tak mempedulikan die lagi... kedua2nye pun tetap buat hati akoo sakit...

disaat akoo perlukan seseorang utk mengadu, akoo masih ade kawan2 lain yg memahami... maria kata akoo patut buat tak tau jer, biarkan jer... org yg tak menghargai usaha akoo, tak menghargai akoo... tapi kalau akoo buat tak tau, sampai bila mende nih akan berterusan... lambat laun, salah sorang kena beralah... kalau salah sorang masih sayangkan ape yg terbina, seseorang perlu lakukan sesuatu... dan die kata, akoo tak pernah nak mulakan dulu...

harapan akoo, lepas nih takkan berlaku pape yg menyakitkan mana2 pihak lagi... akoo akan lebih bersikap "lepas tangan", neglecting what i dear most... for my dearest sake... if things still wont goin the right direction, i cant be bother anymore... maybe it shouldnt meant to be in the 1st place and all that happened was only the sweetest dream i've ever dreamt..

my last hope, let me understand u... as im opening myself to be understood... let it be both ways, as it would be fair for both of us... it hurts when u think i ignored u, and it hurts so much when u took it for granted... i need to be convinced, having u by my side... i need to know, the feelings still there... and by all means, i need u needing me... zutto~


Tahpape entry on 11:18 am as stated by dr. ary
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Saturday, July 08, 2006
perfect...

will u hurt the person u luv? if u luvs somebody, how far do u willing to accept about him/her? will u get bored seeing the face of those u luv? or will u be ashamed to be seen with someone who didnt reach your expectation?

when u get into an arguement, u compromise... when u made a mistake, u say sorry... when u notice a problem, u console... when u luv, u mean it...

nobody is perfect... u cant hope anybody to be somebody u expect... it's useless to luv somebody when all u see is flaw... u wont be appreciated if all u do is scorn... luv is not just give and take... luv is about care and respect... honesty and modest...

show yourself worth it if u luv somebody... never take things for granted... never expect to be luv if all u do is hope... luv should be equal... should be more and more everyday... should be everlasting... should be pure... should be given with sincerity... should never be regreted...

dont waste your time on someone u doubt... what u sees is what u gets... if you cant be satisfy of what u have, then let it go... if u cant take it, then leave it... should u be disappointed, walk away... dont stay if u intend to feel disappointed for the rest of your life... we come to luv not by finding a perfect person, but to accept the imperfection perfectly...

for me... no girls are perfect... until i fell in luv with one...

and how did she perceive me?


Tahpape entry on 04:24 pm as stated by dr. ary
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Wednesday, July 05, 2006
berusahalahhh... ary!!


Tahpape entry on 05:23 pm as stated by dr. ary
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Monday, May 29, 2006
kena tag ngan diya...

THE THREES

Name 3 schools u went to
 SRK Subang, SM Seafield USJ2, mende lagi ekk... sekolah tadika dulu pun pernah gak, dah lupa nama..hoho.. 

Name 3 things in ur purse/backpack/bag
 kunci, buku komik (dibaca kala bosan menunggu org), sebatang pen (sgt penting kalau2 kena menulis something)

Name 3 things u do when u're really stressed
 main gitar, ketuk drum, ketuk org...

Name 3 places u go on a daily basis
 bilik tido, dapur, tandas <---- sama mcm diya 

Name 3 favourite fruits
 honeydew, watermelon, rock melon <--- semuanye tergolong dlm jenis2 tembikai..

3 names u go by
  memember panggil ary, kat umah lak (intan diam2 ajer sudah laa), musuh2 lak panggil ape yg diorang suka nak panggil

3 of ur favourite foods
 aishhhkrimmmmm... coklat... dan skyjuice.. air sejuk laa.. 

3 things u're wearing right now
 pakaian, jam tgn, *jap nak amik spek*... ok, dan spek... 

THE WHOS

Who's in the house with u?
 nasha ngan cemong...

Who (or what) r u thinking about right now?
 nak mengisi mende alah nih laaa... tahpape..  well, for me to know.. for u to find out..

Who did u last talk to on the phone?
 kakak operator... time tu nak menepon org, pastu tetiba kakak tu kata... kredit anda tidak mencukupi utk membuat panggilan seterusnye, sila topup... tahpape.. 

Who do u sit next to in your class?
 tak bape nak sedar laa... always tido sepanjang masa, bila time rehat jer.. semua bebudak dah kuar pi kantin... ngongek

Who was the last person u told u loved?
 masa tgk citer korea kat tv2... sebab sedih sgt, saje laa sebut.. owhh huiren, i luv u... 

Who do wish u were right now?
 diri akoo yg satu lagi... pernah mengalami amnesia dulu, masih lagi konfius...

Who gets on ur nerves the most at school?
 pengawas sekolah, pengawas kantin, pengawas perpustakaan... salah ke tido?!!

THE WHERES

Where do u live?
 on the planet earth... zoom to malaysia... zoom lagi ke selangor.. zoom ke subang jaya... zoom ke usj...

Where is ur phone?
 ntah.. tadi ade tepi nih... siut.. mana henpon akoo...

Where do u sleep?
 anywhere comfortable...

Where is the last place u took a ride to?
 sunway pyramid...

Where are u now?
 somewhere quiet

THE WHATS

What was the last thing u ate?
 milo yg telah disejuk bekukan... aishhkrim milo...

What colour shirt r u wearing?
 tade baju kaler pink, kaler lain2 semua ade... rite now im wearing white...

What is the closest item near u that is blue?
 pen biru

What do u like best about school?
 owhh... ramainye budak sekolah yg chomel2... 

What is ur favourite colour?
 dark blue..

What do u wear more: jeans or shorts?
 neither... tak suka pakai jeans.. tade shorts...

What is the last movie that u watched?
 naruto - takigakure no shitou, ore ga hero datte baiyo

THE WHENS

When did u start school?
 when i realized i had to be educated 

When is ur birthday?
 10th august .. im leo, king of the jungle... hoaaiihhh..

When did u last go to the mall?
 hari ahad bebaru nih..

When was the last time u bought a pair of pants?
 adehh.. lupa ahh... tapi ape yg akoo pasti, tahun nih tak beli pape seluar pun...

When did u last burn something?
 last week kot... burn files masuk dlm cd... 

next person got tagged: shinchan, mama shinchan dan papa shinchan... Big Smile


Tahpape entry on 09:10 pm as stated by dr. ary
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